BREATH TAKING

Some inspiring videos I’ve watched recently.

Tracksmith is a running brand that’s a little more racing / roadie vibes for me, but I love their photography, branding, and videos. And writing, dear lord:

What can a place really show us? Can we discover a new way of life? Can it open us up to a new part of ourselves? In sports, hardship, strain, and suffering are a given. But can the idyllic nature of training in paradise ease some of that tension and allow an athlete to improve at an accelerated rate?

I love that sorta stuff, and I’m so glad it exists on a website, and YouTube. I’m so tired of “consuming” these amazing things on my phone.

Mind you, I did discover Lachlan Morton doing his Alt Tour a few years back on social media, but again, I’m so glad there’s this 37 minute video to watch. I followed the clips here and there on Instagram stories, but you know how that is – 15 and 30 second blips, all between our friends and the other brands we follow.

I saw some Instagram stories (again) of Lael Wilcox riding to the start of a big race again, so I looked her up on YouTube and found this wonderful video of her riding the Alaska Pipeline – 800 miles in 3 days, 18 hours, and 47 minutes.

Again.. as I ween myself from social media, I feel like watching these sorts of videos is better for my soul, because they’re more like a nourishing meal, rather than some junk from the dollar menu at the food court.

LONELY CONTENT MACHINES

I like this quote from New Creative Era:

THE CREATIVE STATUS QUO HAS MADE US LONELY CONTENT MACHINES
PRESSURED TO POST WITH UNNATURAL QUANTITY AND FREQUENCY
TO PURSUE OUR LIVELIHOODS AND EXPRESS OUR WORK
WE PLAY SOMEONE ELSE’S GAME

I’ve been thinking about that first line a bit, as I sort of felt isolated as a writer, as someone trying to offer up ideas. I feel like it’s me vs everyone, stacking up against everyone else trying to offer solutions and ideas in a busy, hyper-competitive world of music and culture.

Makes me think back to my high school days. I hung around creative musical people all the time, for years. The result was creative musical projects. These days, I’m not so creative with music anymore.

I wrote this in 2018:

We can’t do the “real life” thing if we’re scrolling through an app for hours a day. That’s not “keeping up” or “staying informed,” that’s taking time away from our creative pursuits! And emailing friends! Calling people. Have coffee with friends.

We are lonely content machines, cooped up in our rooms and studios trying to make everything ourselves.

The real life hangs and interactions came to an end in 2020 because of the pandemic, and I think it’s gonna take a minute to get back to that.

RIDING

Since my half-marathon I haven’t run. A full week without running is odd for me. I haven’t been injured in a long time, and I just sort of always get out there, but for now I’m just letting my guts heal and stuff. No rush.

In the meantime, biking is a lot easier on the bones, so I got in this quick 12 miler or so after working at a nearby Starbucks. Nice way to end the day.

BYE, TWITTER

I joined in 2006, user number 2700 or so. Done. Later.

I also deleted the Metal Bandcamp Gift Club Twitter, too. We’ve got a buzzing email list, and an active Discord. No one was really signing up from Twitter, so fuck it.

My main email newsletter HEAVY METAL EMAIL got 38 new subscribers in May. One of them was from Twitter, so whatever.

And 30 or so a month is fine with me, because that’s 300 over the course of 10 months. If I get tired of Substack I can export them all and move somewhere else.

Will I miss things from other folks? Sure.

But I miss things because I’m not at the food court, too.

Or at a show three nights a week. Or a bar, or a group ride, or a group run.

I want peace and quiet, and that doesn’t happen on Twitter, or social media in general. If you’re reading this, you found me. Say hello: hi@sethw.xyz